This is what I believe.
Yes, I really am a believer and that has always been my major strenght.
And no, I do not quit lightly.
But also, I am truly convinced that after a considerable amount of time, the heart and the mind should know when and who to believe.
The thing is I am just unable to trust anyone who has repeatedly proven not to trust me.
Accordingly, I believe silence and distance are the only means to deal with distrust.
True, I do speak my heart. And I mean well when I do it. But I don't expect to be always understood.
And if I'm not, once and again, I take it as the clearest sign of all. Additionally, I don't like to impose. And I strongly dislike to mess with anyone's peace.
So, I wish everybody well and leave.
This is me. I can't and won't be anybody else.
But I do keep on believing. In strange things, like paradox, utopia and many other similar nonsense.
Someday, somehow, good people will sit together and agree on the meaning of good. Hopefully.
In the meantime, life keeps moving on.
No time for the undefined, no talent for the delay. Ran out of cigarettes...
Jun 9, 2015